random ramblings

Sleep…Anime Expo… Catching up on my anime… Reading up some backlogged manga… Sleep…
Getting fat… Renting movies… Sleep… and maybe working on some stuff here and there…

First the Anime Expo(AX) has a low turn out during the first few days (compared to last year). It was a disappointing first day, good thing that the concerts saved the day(s) for me. My fave this year was the SOPHIA concert, which is awesome. There were only a few good cosplays this year and as usual only a few of those already few joined the Masquerade. Overall, it was an ok experience, it made me rethink if I should go next year or not.
Caught up with some of the anime & manga I missed during my 4-5 month or so disappearance from the err well I guess otaku world. I wanted to go back to the gaming world, but alas, because of having not enough money, I wasn’t able to invest in a good desktop. I will, I guess for now, dream of having a new one. My laptop, Cinna-chan is ancient old, but thankfully he still gives me the smiles & keeps up with my abuse. (lol)
Aside from catching up on animes & mangas, I was also able to catch up on some movies that I’ve missed before, mainly due to the fact that before I didn’t have the liberty of a car (even tho it’s borrowed) & movie’s aren’t cheap. I am not a brave soul to jump from one cinema to another. That is one activity that I have to partake when maybe I feel like it. (lol again) Read More

Such sadness…
After 5-6 years my tv broke. XD! It was one of the first items I bought with my first paycheck (that’s more than $100 roffles) along with my ps2.
I thought that it was just the adapter, cuz the original cracked open. After buying a new one, it gave me false hope that it would last a couple more years (or maybe months) since just after connecting it, it worked perfectly fine. I don’t know if it’s because sister is always leaving it open (& wasting electricity at the same time), or just because it’s old.
Mom was suggesting that it just needs a replacement of some part… wouldn’t that be more expensive than buying a new one. Hello… *echo…*
Bah! I’m not gonna buy a new one, not unless my sister shares half of the cost of a new one, & that includes the tax (hell I’m not shouldering it, it’s almost 10%). She’s the one using it 75% of the time. She even/always leaves it open even though she’s not watching, her reason was she’s listening… I’m like… you listen to cartoons? wth? Or she would always… always leave it open when she’s sleeping. Sleep mode, hello?
Bah… now where will I play *sadness*

I don’t know wheter I should feel guilty or not. Hrm, I’ll for go for the latter. For one, I’m just someone who knows something. Not an expert on that field. May capacity is only up to what I know & I can’t fathom why some people can’t see that.
When I say, I don’t know, it’s really because I don’t know.
I’m tired of helping people doing the same mistake again and again and again, for nth times in such a short span of time. You gave them advice, you warned them but they just do it all over again.
*sighs* Well good luck to them because I’m so not touching that.

Ah, I got used to the hustle & bustle of a nursing student that doing nothing during this summer break is making me really bored.
There we’re times during the program that I was praying for breaks because the workload is too much, but doing not much this break it’s well… I don’t know turning me really into a stale biscuit. LOL! I mean yea I can read my books again, and yes me & some of my classmates DID plan to meet once a week just to review stuff. But I have asked them when & at what time, but no one has answered me yet. I guess they’re still enjoying the time off.
I guess I better just kick myself into working alone, even though there isn’t much (atm) the sense or feeling of being motivated. Just the fear of forgetting whatever you’re learned before, then being thrown into a sea full of sharks (& helpless fishies~) is scary~
I should also start doing some of my concept maps and turning them into works of arts. LOL! Yea I should do that and I dunno make my life easier for the coming term.
I’m rambling again aren’t I?

I was kind of pissed off last night because of my mother. Seriously, why does she have to call someone else to check up on us? Why can’t she just call us and ask us directly? That is one serious lack of trust. Aside from that, zomgah, me & my sister are both in our 20′s!!!
I feel really insulted by it & yes I have talked to her about it before. I just don’t know how else I should tell her without trying to hurt her feelings. I’m not claustrophobic but I’m feeling the symptoms now, minus the panicking part.
Before someone else tells me that’s how mothers are, this is too much for me. Suffocating us with her over protectiveness is kinda late now because we’re no longer kids. I have lived years of her without butting into my business… it’s already too late now. We can decide & think for ourselves.
Anyway, I just need to get some of my thoughts out before I asplode, lose my sanity. I’m just in a big disbelief over the lack of trust…

Damn I thought this homework would be easy. We have a sexuality paper in reaction to an article. Writing it all, summary & other crap, in a one page, double spaced is bull LOL… I guess it’s just me xD

Okay technically we started on a Friday but watching 2 of the movies on a Saturday… roffles!
So the plan then was to watch Kick-ass movie with some of my sister’s friends & unfortunately it seems some of them bailed out and just decided to just rent some movies. Chocolate, The Proposal & Fame.
First off Chocolate… Just click the link cuz I’m so not making a synopsis when one is already available :P I’m lazy that way… Read More

Well I received an email about someone trying to reset my pw in WordPress… O_O
Duuuuuuude!!! I’m still here ya know~ Even though most of my time is being taken away by my ebil studies D:
Anyway, yea I guess I should update more… :D If i get into it lol

Today’s the second to the last day of my clinicals. It was fun & another day of learning experience. Sad to say until now I still have a little bit of a hard time communicating well with my patients. I’m good at smiling & greetings, but when it comes to conversations I fail. I’m not sure if it’s because of the age or the culture… I still have to figure that one to myself.
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Today’s my second week of clinicals (since we only go there 1-2x/wk) and zomgah it’s a fail-so-so…
Our task this week is to concentrate on one resident and do as much as we can with our learned skills especially Physical Assessment. You’ll think granma and granpa will stay in one place. Nu-uh! You have to coax them a lot xD! Read More

Well today’s my second (or third) to the last day of driving lessons. I’m counting the days. Seriously most of the times I’m freakin’ annoyed with my instructor. He kept giving me vague instructions. I only ask to give me clear instructions because I don’t run in the same wavelenght as his. He kepts telling me to relax but he’s the one making me so aggitated & confused.
Anyway, I guess it’s me that has to adjust for the remaining sessions. I just have to endure ‘ till I pass. *prays*

We had our second scenario exercise for our clinicals this morning. The scenario’s are usually to exercise our skills & our critical thinking while our instructor watch us on how we deal with the patient. So our group was divided into 3 groups for the 3 available beds. I’m quite ecstatic since I was paired with people that I rarely interact with. Read More